Tess*,

        Why did you do it? You always said that suicide was for losers. The ones who gave up on life. Those who are weak. But you are not weak, you aren't afraid to ask for help. Then why didn't you ask when you needed help now? Why did you let it come to this? Reduced yourself to slashing your wrists in the shower, you deserve better. I'm sorry about Parker* that wasn't supposed to happen, none of this was. Its been a year now, and you are still in grief. Just always remember, there is always someone there to help you.